Then morning comes and it feels like there isn't enough coffee in the world. This, of course, won't stop me from believing in it. I'm sure it creates a vicious cycle, but I'm going to engage it anyway. The odd weekend schedule combined with daylight savings threw me off a little bit. I went to bed at 2 am on Sunday night/Monday morning. 6 am really is just four hours after that. I wasn't as miserable as I had the potential to be, and I used the healing powers of coffee to make me right with the world.
Last night, I just had too many chores to finish and too many ideas to write down. It was between 10 and 11 at night when I stood next to my freshly made bed, looking at it, contemplating my choices. Sure, I could crawl in now, turn the light off, go to sleep, and be only slightly better rested. Or, I could just power through. I can plug my ear buds into my writing machine (Yes, it's a computer. I like to call it a writing machine.), crank up the Pandora, and write out the things that are in my head. I have sketches to write- funny ideas that need to be on the page instead of in my head. And when morning comes, I'll just drink more coffee. Problem solved.
Morning came. I wasn't that excited about the morning, but the coffee was calling for me. I knew I'd need a little extra kick this morning to get me threw the entire day, so I fired up the espresso machine. Yes. This was like getting an IV to combat dehydration instead of just drinking gatorade. This would get me through. Then I spend the rest of the day drinking the diner quality coffee at the office. It's not good, but it's there. It's a lesser brand of magic, but it's magic nonetheless. (Like David Copperfield doing the detachable thumb gag.)
There's a moment each day in the late morning where I start to doubt my magic coffee wisdom. Maybe I should actually try sleeping more. Maybe I should drink more water, eat more fiber, exercise
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